i don’t mean to be this way.

I’ll tell you why I’m sad.

It’s because every minute of every day
is  like a living hell.

It’s because I feel worthless,
annoying, over-looked, ugly & fat.

I’m sad because sometimes,
I don’t want to be alive.

I don’t want to keep going,
keep trying,
keep crying.

I feel selfish, pathetic.

I don’t mean to be this way.

{This one made me tear up as I read it. The last line is how I feel very often. I feel guilty for the way I feel}

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